Sunday 24 June 2018

You Wonder Why...


Lies

Lies

All kind

Of

Lies


And

You wonder

Why

I don't trust

You


You

Wonder

Why

I can't just

Go

Along


You

Wonder

Why

I

Take
Things

Negatively


It's

Because of

Lies


It's

Because

I don't
Trust
You

It's

Because

I can't
Trust
You


You

Wonder

Why...

It's because
You
Lie


...But I don't care for your Lies

Anymore

...And I don't care for your Whys

Either

Now...  
I
Just
Don't
Care



A Lie, is a Lie no matter your reason Why.  So Why did You Lie?  Wait...it doesn't matter Why, it's a Lie.  And Lies don't deserve any Power...or Me.

Lesley

Hallelujah Heartist


Wednesday 20 June 2018

A Need to Pray

A surge
Of Light
Converges
At the Threshold
Of my Temple
          ...and my pussy aches
An
Ebb
Flows
Upward
Within my Chest
Up my Spine
           A Vine
           A Twine
Binding
Time
          ...and my pussy to Yours
How
Do
I
Cope
With the scope
Of Want?

With whom
Can I plead
To Satisfy
And Heed
          ...my need to fuck
When it is You
When it is You
When it is You
     That moves me
     To
     Be
So Free in Love
In Want
So Free in Need
     To merge with your Soul
To make Love until we're Whole
          ...and our Hearts weep

The sanctuary is hollow
     You
     My Faithful
Are no longer at my Gate
     I am your Exiled
No longer wanted
Or allowed
No longer your Servant
     In Wait
          ...and I do not know
How long I'll stay
For you've sent me
Away
To eventually
Pray
        ...at another altar


I remain,

Lesley

Hallelujah Heartist






Tuesday 12 June 2018

Two Crows Dance

The Midnight Sky
Is Clear
          Her Flesh
A Tapestry of Light
          Her Body
Darkness made Brilliant
By the Mystery of Stars
          Who sing a song
          For those who listen

...and the Angels watch

Two Crows
Travel
By Night
Two Crows
Dance
In Flight
          They do not know
How the Dance
Will go
     
High
They Fly
Take the Same Star
Into
Their beaks
        Take that Same Light
        As they Seek
Love

Yet...

They must be Delicate
For Power is Intricate
For Love is Bright
          And So casts a deep Shadow
That can
Swallow
          Them whole
          If they judge themselves
          or each other
If their Hearts
Harden into stone

But the Shadow is not
Wrong
          For Being
Nor is the Light
More Divine
          For Seeing

...and the Angels watched 

Two Crows
As they Honoured
That Star
          As Divine
Carried it
Forward in Surrender
Through time
And
In
Trusting their Dance in Flight
          Those Two Crows
          Became
          That Star
          In the Night


The dance between Light and Shadow is not easy.  They Each define the depth of the Other.  Without this dance, there can be no movement.  Without movement, there is no life, no evolution...no Transformation.  Love and Her journey, is the Star that Transforms us if we are able to Be and Receive each other in the Shadow of her light, and learn her lesson of Unconditional loving.

In depth of my Love,

I remain,

Lesley

Hallelujah Heartist