Sunday 14 March 2021

ash

my
Heart
was
thrown
asunder
        in the Wind
that
shook
collided
and 
woke 
me
        to Thunder

the
Lightening
that
moved
in
my
veins
          (that had always given me Life) 

suddenly
malfunctioned

rendered 
me
still
buried
me
lifeless
beneath
        the pain


the fire
in me
burned
dry
and
        
        am 
        ash


the
hurts
were
never healed
each sorry
led to 
many more
and
you 
Valued
        not I
        nor my
Sacred Heart

what 
remains
is soot
          distinct
          residue
of 
something
        that was

        does it matter anymore?
        does it matter now?
that 
am 
your
nothing
        and you
        are still
        the wind? 

    

For all my Heartists, who's very Being has yet to be discerned by those they love.  Our pain is beyond measure, our Love even greater.  Let us mourn our sorrows until they are no more.  Let us bury and say goodbye to the Stories we've told ourselves about who we are, our Worth, our Happiness...and Let us Live and be Joy once again.  It is time for a new story. 


I remain,

Lesléy

Hallelujah Heartist