Thy Will be done

Thy Will be done
And then
Some
I can’t run
          From you
Yet I can’t run to you

I share
Tempers flare
We both
Get
Lost
          In a frost
Of defences
          ...mean words

You say I stress you out
It’s all about me
You feel unheard
And fail
To
See
          ...you didn’t consider me
At All

An afterthought
Found too late
While
You’re
In the forefront
Of a life
I want
To
Create
          ...with you

I didn’t get to speak
About Divine Will
About
How I’d follow
Your
Wisdom
With Us

It seems
It’s always
Too much
Maybe you’re
Right

And
Now
Thy Will was done
With
‘Have a good one’

How easily
You forget
My
Nature
   Who I am
...how easily
Cast aside
Like a cheap
Experience
No longer worth
          Your time
          Your Heart
Or mind

Thy Will be done


I remain,  lost in untrust

Lesley

Hallelujah Heartist