Love
I thought you
found me
I thought you
finally came
for
my
Heart
You did
...it seemed
then
my Heart
tore apart
Dear
Love
I've never
been this vulnerable
...ever
I gave
You
Me
Raw
honest
and
still...
your light
cast only a shadow
...and I slowly froze
in the cold
who
am
I
now?
Now
that
the
mirror
has cracked
and I am alone
Dear
Love
how
can I possibly
keep up
to
your changing pace?
to
your evolving grace?
I chase you
grow tired
lose
hope
...and Faith
Fall
and
Sleep
and Waste
my time
my precious un-promised time
my borrowed time
on programs
and fear
instead of
cherishing
cherishing
honouring
You
while
You
are still here
Dear
Love
are
you a
Gift
that one day
I'll keep
...and Hold
til death
do-us-part?
Dear
Love
where
is
the
Holy Grail
of
Your
Sacred
Self?
teach
me
to
find
You
Within
so
I may drink
from thy Cup
So I may
Quench
my
Soul
in
the fire
of Your
warmth
without
being Consumed
by your
Flame
Dear
Love
...I'm waiting
Not quite in my body, not quite feeling the wave of sadness threatening the surface of my Calm...but feeling...yes...feeling the softness of my love for you...that you brought me Joy...and when I'm back in my body, I might have the courage to feel the loss of you.
I remain,
Lesley
Hallelujah Heartist
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