I
just
don' t
see
that
it
could
ever
work
my Teacher said
(an Intuit whom I Trust)
of course
she's
right
if it hasn't worked
in
a year and a
half
it's not going to
the
session
regression
was
intense
so much unraveled
for me
for you
through me
I
could
hardly
breathe
between the tears
deep guttural fears
layers
and
layers
of
past
and
present
of
life
love
and
death
finally escaping, breaking free
what
was
left
...What
I
felt
was
Shame
for loving
you
as
much
as
I
did
all my wishes
meant-to-be
Fate and grace
will not see
you
and
me
together
what
is
troubling
about the whole thing
is
that
They
won
and
Love
lost
(if there was ever a chance)
you
perhaps
nor them
will
ever
know
just
how
Beautiful
I
Am
and each day since...
I grieve
I miss you
and wish you
all
the
Joy
your beautiful Soul
can hold
all the Joy
I felt for you
You are
so
Special
to me
You cracked
my
Heart
Open
and it Happily
shattered
for
You
for that
I want
to
remember
You
and when
I've
Healed
and can respond
to your messages
(which make me smile for a brief moment, and I remember you were mine
...even a little)
perhaps
I
can
hold you
some
day
in person
one last time
I remain,
Lesléy
Hallelujah Heartist
