the Mystery

It never ends

the peeling back
of layers
     veils that dance gently
     in the Body
to reveal
     a Beauty
     at the heart of the Beast

Trauma
for me
may be different for you
but it is
Trauma
nonetheless

It never ends

the scrutiny
the dissection of Self
     for Learning
     for Evolution
     for Love's Sake
     for Oneness
in Search
     of Meaning
in Search
     of Healing

I expect people
to let me
down
     it is just one
     of my many faults
     that I am learning
     to Heal
I will not stop
I can not stop
     if Love is to Live
Healing must Live also

Trauma
...I will Heal

the trembling inside
          will cease         
My nervous system
          will be at Peace
one day

and Safety
will stay


The Beast
that is primal
for no good reason
          anymore
will learn to Love
          itself
Beauty
will hold it in her arms
and the Beast
          will die
          finally Healed


For all the Heartists who have given up on themselves at one point or another yet have chosen to show themselves mercy.  We are far from perfect.  The gift of Trauma offers us our Unique Self and unites us in Compassion.  Love is an evolving Mystery of depth and Expansion, the source of all healing...let us be Love.



I remain Yours,

Lesléy

Hallelujah Heartist