Visit upon visit
Each Temple a Holy Place
Each Holy Place, the Earth
We stood on ley lines
Now shifted due to people's energies
Power Spots
That literally radiated energy
Out of our finger tips
Where we stood
(we know this, we measured it, seriously - we had equipment)
A Shrine
A Holy Place
A Powerful Space
That reduced me to tears
Before we entered
To stand before her Sacredness
I sobbed
Uncontrollably, actually
I don't know what came over me
Or rather, that anything was in me ready to come through me and out
But the trip was to be about Healing
Afterall
This was to be expected
The Temple of Edfu
Brought Pain
Mixed Energies
I disliked this place
The mixed energy here did its job, brought up pain for release
I cried before the temple
I cried during the carriage ride there when an emaciated horse barely able to pull
Took us to this foreboding place
This was the Healing
The Horses
I cried in the Temple
I realized that in many lifetimes, I had been ignorant, a user of animals, an abuser
This was my Pain, this was my Healing…it was my Karma
And the Hurt was Profound
It came up again when I saw our carriage waiting to take us back to our stead
I went to my room
Took a hot shower
Hoping to clear out my energy field of the pain
This is where I released the most
Sobbing on the shower floor
Begging Forgiveness
As I did a Karmic Clearing on myself
This Healing would remain with me the rest of the day
A Shadow that lingered
Yet an experience that had opened a door
For what lay next
The Great Pyramid of Giza
Was not what they say it is
At least not to me
I found mixed energies in the King's Chamber
I couldn't bring myself to smile for the camera
No, this was not a Tomb
Perhaps a place of ritual, or sacrifice
Yes, perhaps
The Queen's chamber brought relief
The scientific panels inside were measuring…something
The Great Pyramid generates Heat you know
And no one's been able to figure out how, or why
We sat and journaled here
Looking up at the Ceiling
It felt like a window to another Galaxy, Another Planet
Another Home
Staring up at the apex, I cried and cried
I journaled and scrawled and cried some more
The words that came were, 'What is my purpose Here, when my People -You -are there?
Over and over the words swayed in my head
A mantra born of longing
Then the Angel Gabriel said, 'We are One'... I forgot I had invited the Angels
I continued to cry and write, 'They are a Tribe, my People, My Home,
Builders of the Earth. God Ordained it.
The Angels Knew it too.'
I felt a deep sadness
My longing to be there, directly above in the Sky
Was now made clear, the depth of it shook me
At this moment a great truth came undone
My main reason for being there
Was to climb the highest point in that place
So They can see me…so I can be seen by them…Again…had they forgotten me?
I cried through this realization (Yes, there were a lot of tears)
We moved on...
The Well
Was the last chamber
It was a steep descent, small, incubating
The makeshift steps ended and so began a crawl
Out, finally, into a large open space
Where I inhaled and exhaled a deep breath
The open space was serene
Calming
Holy
Intentional
A place of Offering
A place of Birth
The words and images streamed easily here
The hike back up was gruelling
It was an achievement just to get out
The narrow passage gave way to the Exit
And it was Night
Two stray dogs played in the nearly black desert
It was beautiful
The Nile is a calm river
There is magic in this place
Especially at night when the Stars are out and you are open to their Mystery
Gliding through the warm air, sitting on the top deck of a small boat
Feeling the Nile's Peace, its hidden power
Its Heartbeat
I have yet to integrate all the Blessings, Teachings and Healings
It will take time
The more I empty, the more I will remember
I won't be the only one it affects
I'm waiting
Watching
Wondering
'What will happen next?'
I remain, ever humbled by Life, its Glory and Beauty,
Lesley
Hallelujah Heartist
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