…Larger surrounding scene appears as body becomes smaller in the bigger scene. Crashing sounds around body. Thunder, lightning, light and dark flickering. Fear as the body puts hands to ground and looks around furtively. Something attacks body from left – animal, dog? Wolf? – body’s arms go up to protect itself. Heavy breathing in attacker. Everything goes still, sense of waiting, not moving. Eyes blink few times, then goes still. Body rolls onto side and starts to spin, rolling over and over, legs and arms straight. Ache in middle back. Rigidity in back. “You cannot break me” Client adult mind. (break? I?) “I will not snap in two!” Spits at man. Older man bulking away from her. Teeth clenched in body of man. “This is not over yet.” Man’s voice to client. Threatening energy. Body straightens. Weariness but holding back straight. Fear of collapse in front of them. (I? Them?) “My family.” Turns and walks away and goes through door and shuts it. Then opens door a crack and peeks out. “Indigo come with me” Adult mind. Darkness. Heartbeat only sound. Back aches.
Medical Intuitive by Indigo, client - me. Feb. 15, 2009.
The above was taken from a medical intuition reading by Indigo, for me. What is a Medical Intuitive? Wikkipedia describes them as: an alternative medicine practitioner who uses their self-described intuitive abilities to find the cause of a physical or emotional condition.
As with anything unseen, there is much debate on why this alternative healing method works. The above is but an excerpt of a three page handwritten report which is highly accurate to not only situations and memories I’ve experienced, but to general conditions of the body and Spirit. No matter, this entry isn’t about Medical Intuition.
This entry is about Goliath.
When I started my sessions with Indigo, I failed in my attempts to describe the energy I refer to as Goliath, an opposing force. Indigo, who is a very practical lady, listened but didn’t fully understand until she felt it for herself during the above reading.
In the excerpt above, energy manifests, attacks, disappears, perhaps morphing into the older man. Note the description…animal, dog? Wolf? Indigo couldn’t tell what it was, or if it was human.
For years this energy strove to dominate my dreams. I awoke one morning to find scratches on my body. I didn’t know they were there until I felt the sting of water. When I got out from the shower I checked myself in the mirror. Four long lines scarred my back. Gemini, along with my mother, inspected my torso as I attempted to recreate the marks myself. The marks clearly began behind my right shoulder and ran downward toward the left, mid-back. Here’s the thing, I can actually reach the area, turn my wrist and scratch with no issue. What I couldn’t recreate was the curvature of the lines. Goliath?
One night my mother’s blood-curling screams had me bolting from the kitchen below to the area upstairs. My mother was frantic. There on the floor of my parent’s bedroom my father lay dead. How did I know he was dead? I just knew. He most certainly wasn't in his body. I felt his spirit watching as my mother begged me to call 911. I walked into Gemini’s bedroom to use her phone. What will be, will be. As I spoke to the operator I felt my father’s spirit re-enter his body. Sure enough he began moaning and wailing as I hung up the phone. He couldn’t move, was in agony. I watched him. The doorbell rang and something interesting happened.
When my father heard the paramedics come in, he suddenly had the strength to get up and sit in the chair. He nearly fell forward but straightened quickly as heavy footsteps neared him. Suddenly, he was coherent. Drunk he was, but a half-dead man? No, that man was gone. Could he have brought himself so alive to lucidity, so quickly? The paramedics checked his vitals, I watched carefully. There was something unnatural about the power lent him, sitting him upright, allowing him to answer numerous questions clearly and correctly. Perhaps my father is this strong. My father collapsed, unconscious, after the medics left. Perhaps Goliath is stronger.
Continued on Sunday July 31st, 2011
Until then, I remain yours,
Lesley
Hallelujah Heartist
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