Arrows

So

many

arrows

          aimed

          at the Sky

At 

the 

Stars

All of them

missed

All of them

carried

a Wish

a beautiful

Dream

A Dream where You and I

          Simply 

          Are

Fingers
Hearts
Soul
Mind

          Interlaced

There is Joy

There is Laughter

There is Love

There is Chemistry

          There is

          Alchemy

All 

those

arrows

could've 

should've

would've

hit 

their mark

except

the Wind blew

the gusts

were

Powerful

Unfriendly

Unkind

I stood and watched

all my arrows

dance

struggle

to

keep their course

I stood and watched

the wind

blow 

Your way

          I stood and watched

          You 

          leave

willingly

when it came

I 

am

on

my knees

and my
arrows

are

yet to be found

Love is a Force Greater than all Winds, all Tides, all Blazes and every Storm.  It is the Miracle we seek and often turn away...but it cannot leave.  Ever, it Remains.  Ever, we are Connected to each other.  Ever, Love is the Answer.  Ever, it is who we Are.


I remain,

Lesléy

Hallelujah Heartist

The Letter

This is for when we're apart and things are challenging between us.  I want it to be a reminder of how I feel about you.  I want this to be a reminder to You, about how I feel, about you.

You've probably heard me say these things a thousand times but I'm saying them again.

When I look into Your eyes, a deep Calm comes over me.  It's as though I've touched the Centre of the Universe...my Universe, or me.  When I kiss Your Chest, Your Heart, I feel the depth of the Ocean...or Your Ocean and I feel blessed, lucky to be there.

When You open to me in all Your many ways, your Shyness, your Vulnerability, your forgiveness...your body and Willingness to Surrender to me in these moments, my world Crumbles.  My lonely World of Walls shake and fall, my angry World of Pain, Hurt and Confusion disappear in the Bright Light of You.  My Centre cracks Open and I am vulnerable and Revealed.  All my darkness and Shadow, the depth of my imperfection - faults - all of them show, they all become seen in the Light of Your Vulnerability and Being.

I forget sometimes.  I forget how precious you are when I'm in a moment of Trigger, hurt and sadness.  I forget the rarity of your Brilliant Shine.  The Brilliant Shine that makes my day - Every Day - no matter what is happening between us.

We bring out the Worst in who we are, but it's not a bad thing.  When the worst is revealed to be heard, addressed, it can no longer live as it is.  It must Transform, Become something more beautiful or it dies.  So there becomes room for the Best of us.  We bring out the Best by allowing the Worst to leave and Transform.  All that remains each time we surmount a challenge, is the opportunity to connect deeper and in a more loving way.

I forget sometimes that I Know Joy for the first time in my Life Because of You.  Because of You, my Heart has opened in a way that I had always hoped it could, but wasn't sure that it was possible.

Because of You, I want more.  I want more for me, for You, I want more for US.  I want an US.  Because of You, I realize that I need a Sacred Relationship, that it is the most Valuable thing, goal - Journey - in my Life.  I've only realized this Because of You.

Sometimes, I'm afraid.  Sometimes I become sad or emotional just as I am right this second, that I am unable to follow your Divine Wisdom and timing.  It feels hard, difficult and Unknown, that I don't have the strength to follow your lead, Your Wisdom as you participate in Surrender with Life.  I honour You and am afraid that I can't live up to your inner Wisdom and Strength.  I'm learning to follow your Wisdom and it's challenging for me.  This is the greatest test in Bravery for me - to follow Your Wisdom when I recognize it.

I have a lot of wishes and hopes for Us.  Many private milestones, some of them seemingly small - but all of them are of equal importance to me.

I want us to develop, evolve and truly be integrated equally in each other's life.

For You...I want you to feel Your Power.  The Knowing is not real until You feel it like a Truth, like a Rod, like a force within You, unmistakable and Divine.

I want You to Know, You are not Broken, there is nothing, absolutely nothing to fix about you.  You don't need rescuing.  You have all Power inside You.  To Heal You, Guide You, Love You - because it is You.  We all need Support and Love, the Power You own is Yours, Keep it, choose to keep it so You can be seen, Heard, respected.  If you give it, give it Knowingly, in Love.

When we've made mistakes or are in misunderstanding, when I seem far away, or cold, or distant, Let this remind You of how I feel about You behind all my defences.  Let this remind you of me, of who I am.

Your Baby



I remain,

Lesléy

Hallelujah Heartist

Glitters of Light

you chase
your glitters
of Light

you keep them from me
as
though
I were a thief
and this hurts me
          for I do not steal

for if I were
a thief
I'd steal your feelings of Unworthiness
throw them into the stratosphere
     Pray
     and
     Pray
until they returned
as Unconditional Love

perhaps then
your
Heart would Open
to Me
and I could live
there
in a new way
   ...one
   that didn't
   terrify you
   

you keep me near
only to forget
me
and this hurts me
         for I have a need to be remembered
         and have been used
         tossed away

You chase
your glitters of Light
as though they are the most precious
of metals in the world
...but not all that glitters is Gold



I remain,

Lesléy

Hallelujah Heartist

Dear Lesléy

Dear Lesléy

It's only been
a
few
months
since you came
to the realization
that
     a
     Sacred
     Romantic
     Love
     Relationship
is the
Most
     Important
Want
     Need
     in
     your
     Life


Dear Lesléy

You
had
Walls
Up
     High
     Walls
that
     although you were tearing down by strength and hand
were a complex labyrinth

     of Fear

     When
     One wall crumbled
     It
     revealed another


Dear Lesléy

You
built
that Cage
stone upon stone
     You
     gave away
     Your Freedom
And
Isolated
yourself
from
Pain
     by Isolating

Yourself 

     From

     Love

You
Are
the
sole
Architect
of
your
Fear
of Intimacy
     The
     Creator
     of
     your
     Loneliness


Dear Lesléy

    I'm
  Sorry
   I did
   that
    to
  You

  You 

 Needed
   Me
    to 

   Take
your Hand

   to

Be Present

   in 

Your Pain

   to

Hold You

   to

Show You

  that  

 Love 

 is Safe

  You

Desperately

 Needed

   Me

   to

Get Over 

 Myself 

my Ego

   so

  that

    I
 could

Feel You

Love You

  and  

Feel 

  Your Love

for Me

  You

Needed

  Me 

  To

See You

     not hide you away

           no, you didn't deserve that 

Please Forgive me

Dear Lesléy

 The
Walls
 Are
Torn
Down

     and falling still

  and

 I am a

Heartist

Treading
Around the Rubble

Ready 

     to Love

Ready
     to Accept Love

 Ready

   to Finally Choose

   Freedom

   and Say

    Yes

 to Worth

Dear Lesléy

...I'm Here


Compassion for Ourselves is the Beginning...what follows after...are Miracles.

I remain Yours,

Lesléy

Hallelujah Heartist

Dear Love...

Dear

Love

I thought you 

found me

I thought you

finally came

for 

my 

Heart

You did

          ...it seemed

then

my Heart

tore apart

Dear

Love

I've never

been this vulnerable

          ...ever

I gave

You

Me

Raw

honest

and

still...

          your light

cast only a shadow

          ...and I slowly froze

             in the cold

who 

am

  I 

now?

          Now

          that 

          the 

          mirror 

          has cracked

and I am alone

Dear 

Love

how 

can I possibly

keep up

to 

your changing pace?

to

your evolving grace?

I chase you

grow tired

lose

hope

          ...and Faith

             Fall

             and

             Sleep

and Waste

             my time

             my precious un-promised time

             my borrowed time

on programs 

and fear

instead of
             cherishing

             honouring

                  You 

             while 

                  You 

                  are still here

Dear

Love

are

you a 

Gift

that one day

I'll keep

          ...and Hold

til death

do-us-part?

Dear 

Love

where

is 

the 

Holy Grail

of 

Your

Sacred 

Self?

teach

me 

to

find 

You 

Within 

so 

I may drink

from thy Cup

So I may

Quench

my 

Soul

in 

the fire

of Your

warmth

without 

being Consumed

by your 

Flame

Dear 

Love

...I'm waiting

Not quite in my body, not quite feeling the wave of sadness threatening the surface of my Calm...but feeling...yes...feeling the softness of my love for you...that you brought me Joy...and when I'm back in my body, I might have the courage to feel the loss of you.

I remain,

Lesley

Hallelujah Heartist

The Betrayer

You
Want
Me
To
Respect
You

You
Make
Me
Jump
For
Your
Love

I
Do
What
It
Takes

I
Do
What
You
Need
Me
To
Do
     Even if It
Shakes
     Me
     Even if It Scares Me
To
My
Core
     I Do what
     YOU
     NEED
I Do This
..I'll Do More

I Do it
For
You
I
Do it
For
US
 
I
Bow
Before
You

I
Kneel
Before
You
     Vulnerable
     As a True Warrior of Love
          In Soul
          Must Be

My
Head
Hung
With
All
The
Faith
In
My
Heart

Even
With
Sword
In
Hand
     And My Neck
     Exposed
I
Keep
My
Eyes
Shut
For
I
Believe
In
     Your
     Heart
I
Trust
In
    You

But
Your
Sword
Swung
Down
     Not
     To Protect Me
   
Not
     To Sever my Head

No
     You
     Aimed
     At
     My
     Chest
     Where
        I
     Live
     Where
        I
     Love

You
Do
Not
     See
The
Blood
Pool
At your
     Feet
     Staining your garment
Or
Inhale
The
Stench
Of
The
Deed
     Through
     The
     Vanity
Of
Your
Perfume

You
Want
Me
To
Respect
You
     Your
     Wishes
Your
Demands
     But
You
Don't
Want
     To
     Give
     Any
     Of
     It
     In
     Return


I remain,

Faithful to Love, to the belief that it is still seeking Me, Somewhere, and with Someone who feels my Worth.

Lesley
Hallelujah Heartist

Thy Will be done

Thy Will be done
And then
Some
I can’t run
          From you
Yet I can’t run to you

I share
Tempers flare
We both
Get
Lost
          In a frost
Of defences
          ...mean words

You say I stress you out
It’s all about me
You feel unheard
And fail
To
See
          ...you didn’t consider me
At All

An afterthought
Found too late
While
You’re
In the forefront
Of a life
I want
To
Create
          ...with you

I didn’t get to speak
About Divine Will
About
How I’d follow
Your
Wisdom
With Us

It seems
It’s always
Too much
Maybe you’re
Right

And
Now
Thy Will was done
With
‘Have a good one’

How easily
You forget
My
Nature
   Who I am
...how easily
Cast aside
Like a cheap
Experience
No longer worth
          Your time
          Your Heart
Or mind

Thy Will be done


I remain,  lost in untrust

Lesley

Hallelujah Heartist

You Wonder Why...

Lies

Lies

All kind

Of

Lies


And

You wonder

Why

I don't trust

You


You

Wonder

Why

I can't just

Go

Along


You

Wonder

Why

I

Take
Things

Negatively


It's

Because of

Lies


It's

Because

I don't
Trust
You

It's

Because

I can't
Trust
You


You

Wonder

Why...

It's because
You
Lie


...But I don't care for your Lies

Anymore

...And I don't care for your Whys

Either

Now...  
I
Just
Don't
Care



A Lie, is a Lie no matter your reason Why.  So Why did You Lie?  Wait...it doesn't matter Why, it's a Lie.  And Lies don't deserve any Power...or Me.

Lesley

Hallelujah Heartist

A Need to Pray

A surge
Of Light
Converges
At the Threshold
Of my Temple
          ...and my pussy aches
An
Ebb
Flows
Upward
Within my Chest
Up my Spine
           A Vine
           A Twine
Binding
Time
          ...and my pussy to Yours
How
Do
I
Cope
With the scope
Of Want?

With whom
Can I plead
To Satisfy
And Heed
          ...my need to fuck
When it is You
When it is You
When it is You
     That moves me
     To
     Be
So Free in Love
In Want
So Free in Need
     To merge with your Soul
To make Love until we're Whole
          ...and our Hearts weep

The sanctuary is hollow
     You
     My Faithful
Are no longer at my Gate
     I am your Exiled
No longer wanted
Or allowed
No longer your Servant
     In Wait
          ...and I do not know
How long I'll stay
For you've sent me
Away
To eventually
Pray
        ...at another altar


I remain,

Lesley

Hallelujah Heartist

Two Crows Dance

The Midnight Sky
Is Clear
          Her Flesh
A Tapestry of Light
          Her Body
Darkness made Brilliant
By the Mystery of Stars
          Who sing a song
          For those who listen

...and the Angels watch

Two Crows
Travel
By Night
Two Crows
Dance
In Flight
          They do not know
How the Dance
Will go
     
High
They Fly
Take the Same Star
Into
Their beaks
        Take that Same Light
        As they Seek
Love

Yet...

They must be Delicate
For Power is Intricate
For Love is Bright
          And So casts a deep Shadow
That can
Swallow
          Them whole
          If they judge themselves
          or each other
If their Hearts
Harden into stone

But the Shadow is not
Wrong
          For Being
Nor is the Light
More Divine
          For Seeing

...and the Angels watched 

Two Crows
As they Honoured
That Star
          As Divine
Carried it
Forward in Surrender
Through time
And
In
Trusting their Dance in Flight
          Those Two Crows
          Became
          That Star
          In the Night


The dance between Light and Shadow is not easy.  They Each define the depth of the Other.  Without this dance, there can be no movement.  Without movement, there is no life, no evolution...no Transformation.  Love and Her journey, is the Star that Transforms us if we are able to Be and Receive each other in the Shadow of her light, and learn her lesson of Unconditional loving.

In depth of my Love,

I remain,

Lesley

Hallelujah Heartist

Becoming

My Heart skips a beat
Dancing to the rhythm
In your chest
          Between the folds of Life
I lose my Breath
           And catch Yours
Deep within Me
A seed is planted

My Soul
          Is
As it learns to grasp
That which cannot
Be caught
          Yet must be Held
           If Love is to Live
That which must be Held
         Yet must be Free
          If Love is to See
                    The Beauty
                    It Creates
                    Extends Infinitely

My Being softens
At Your eyes
At Your touch
          At You
Miscommunication
Mistakes
Misunderstandings
          Fall away
          Each time I see your Face
Another Flower Blooms
Inside me

Can you not see?
          An exquisite Garden exists because of You


Relationship to All requires patience, forgiveness, and an Honest Self.  It's a Path that asks all Heartists to be more than what we believe we Are...thus being exactly who we are intended to Be - Radiant Beauty.


With all my Love, I remain,

Lesley

Hallelujah Heartist

Come out the Light

The Moon is high
Bright with Light
Shadows rise as if by program...

I walk on
Past burnt fields
Barren
Charred
With remains of all sorts
          The Night can only hide so much
And the stench
          Remains thick in this place

Lovers
Memories
Darkness
          Childhood

The smoke
Chokes
Everything
 
I cough
Trip over my feet
Fall
Try to catch my Breath
          I roll over
The blood comes up
My chest burns
I just might die here
          With all of them

I gasp
Spit
Claw into the dirt
          In panic

Suddenly
As if by Angelic Grace
Or Thought
I remember You
          And feel Alive
          (Inspirar)

The wind blows
          Enters my lungs
Its soft movement
Whispers in my ear
          (wake up, Wake up...Wake Up)

I feel the dirt
          The stones
Against my ribs
          Cold
          Uncomfortable
My face
Crushed against sand
           Wood
           Metal
All unforgiving
All eager to leave scars

I hear a voice in my head
          A lyric or two
          Scrambled to be Present
To remind me
Perhaps
To
Save me...

          Love would never leave us Alone
          ay in the darkness there must come out to Light
Could you be Loved
And be Loved?

Could I be Loved?

How will I ever know
If I lay here
Choosing to die
          Amongst the dead?

The sky is churning
Rain is falling
Transforming the decay
Washing the ground
          Clearing my mind

Bob (Marley) is not my Uncle
But
Tonight...
...He's an unassuming Prophet
Who reminded me
          To come out the Light


For all the Heartists who Walk their Talk through adversity; this is a reminder that it is from Light that we come into darkness, and from darkness we come out the Light.

I remain,

Lesley

Hallelujah Heartist

When I Wake

I walk into the Garden
It is Beautiful
Beyond compare
         I Dare
Chase
The Sun
         Her Fire
         Is a Lion

I walk around
This happy place
Killing all the flowers
Destroying their power
Each step
          Lethal
          Toxic

How do I Stop
Murdering this space?
          The Sun's lovely Grace?
For each movement
Of my foot
          Leaves a mark
          In her heart

Each footfall
Moves me closer
To my demise
          With all my Why's
I just may fall down a deep Well
          For I can't tell
          Or see the ground
          Covered with fallen petals
                     Because of Me

I sit in the Garden
And am afraid to move
Am afraid that I have killed the thing
          That brings me Joy
Am afraid to share Me
For I hurt the Sun with my presence
          For I am Unintended in this Garden
          The Sun has proclaimed me Unwanted
          And I have wounded the Lion
                    And her Pride

          I hide
In the Garden
And weep
Until I sleep

When I wake
Perhaps I won't be
            The Ugly
            The Toxic
            The Controlling
            The Disrespectful
Energy
In your Life

Perhaps when I wake
I'll be someone
You could love

Perhaps when I wake
I'll be someone
Else


In sadness and regret for having hurt those I care deeply for,

I remain,

Lesley

Hallelujah Heartist

Be

You left
In a hurry

I’m left
Feeling
Vulnerable
          For your Kiss

Vulnerable
With warmth
          That’s exists
In my chest

Today
You were tender
In soft surrender
In Open
Longing
For a depth of Love
That can be

But were you with Me?
Are you ever
          with Me?

Or are you
With your Body?
Or your
Mind?
As your thoughts
          Find
Their way
Into some space
          I feel
                    Should belong to me
       
In my Cave
          By the Sea
          There is a nest
The Ocean here is warm
Soft
Powerful
          Here
          You can Rest

And Be


Open to the connecting energy of Love and how it moves through us, to us, because of us, caressing our longing for the satisfaction of being touched in a depth so complete, we become All things and Nothing at its sacred Breath.

I remain, open and waiting,

Lesley

Hallelujah Heartist

The Embrace (of ecstasy)

With
The
Tip
of
Your
Tongue
     I become
Timeless

The
Soul
Shatters
Trembles
     Disassembles
          Itself

There
Is no
     I
There
Is no
     Me
          I dissolve
          Into Being
Reassemble
In
Ecstasy
   
With
The
Softness
of
Your
Sighs
     My thighs
Spread

My
Heart
Opens
Changes
    Rearranges
           Itself
 
There
Is no
     You
There
Is no
     Me
          There is
          Us
Embraced
In
Ecstasy

Ever enthralled in the feeling...

I remain,

Lesley

Hallelujah Heartist

Some mornings

Some mornings
I linger
In Bed
I think of You

My thighs become wet
My pussy pulsates
          With longing

Some mornings
I hold You
In memory
          Caress
Your warm body
          With my Energy

My mouth becomes dry
Parched by heat
With
The Fire
The Desire
          To fuck you
          From behind
To have You Surrender
To Your Will
          Let the Body kill the Mind

Our
Open Breath
Is the only
          Sound...

...Usher me to Life
          Divine little death
                  (le petite mort)
          I am lost
          In You
I am Found

My Heart Expands
Quenched
By the movement
Of your sweet release
          My inner Being
Trembles
Against you
Until you cease
          To move

It travels
I unravel
I linger in bed

Some mornings
          I come undone


I lay in wait...

I remain,

Lesley

Hallelujah Heartist






         

Reaching for the Cradle

I remember
When I was
A
Star
A spec
So small
          Yet so Grand

I was tiny
Insignificant
In a Universe
Outstandingly Beautiful
          Forged of Heat
          And Sand

I was Love
I was Seen
I was Joy
          My Light
Streamed
In Perfection
          And I could Feel You
Feel Me
          We were One
          In Unity
In Connection
     

Now
I long
To be Touched
          By a Love
More Powerful
Than my Limited
          Self
Allows
For Sustenance

Now
I yearn
To become
All That I Am
          From each strand
Across the galaxy
          To wet Surrender
In Nights' Ecstasy
           Yielding softly
           At your hand


I am
Reaching
For Touch
Reaching
For the Cradle
          of Love
               Sublime
It held me Once
          So Completely
I was Whole
I was Divine

I remember
When I was
A
Star
A spec
So small
          And All Love was Mine

For all Heartists whose journey is, at times, filled with self-doubt in our Worth, confusion in where we stand, and overwhelm by the immense need for Wholeness... our vulnerability is Brave.   It is changing our World.

I AM
Because I Love
I LOVE
Because I am

I remain,

Lesley

Hallelujah Heartist

Fractured

Fractured
At the
Head
Where
All is said
Where lines are spread
          Throughout

Fractured
At the Heart
It's a possibility
          I'll fall apart
The pieces
Blow away

Fractured
At the
Hips
So near
To Heaven's
Lips
          I wait
          At the Gate

Fractured
At the knees
Where
I posture
With Please
          To Worship
          At your Temple

Fractured
At the
Feet
Where
Soft touch
Becomes Sweet
          At a Lover's
          Tender kiss
       
Fractured
At the
Reflection
          of Labels
For inspection
     By All Hearts     
          Who are learning
     To be Free


For all the Love in the Universe
For all the Love not yet Felt, Found or Known
My Body Opens, I Surrender to You


I remain,

Lesley

Hallelujah Heartist

About that song I sang...

If I was wrong
About the song
I sang
Where 
I saw you smile
Struggle silently
To grasp a Way of Being
For a While
          That felt comfortable to you
          When
          It felt
You were with me
          Yet not
You were here
Yet forgot
          I see beyond
          Your beautiful face

If I was wrong
About the song
I sang
Where
Your eyes
          Appeared Wild to Me
Because of the overwhelming 
          Energy
Flooding your Mind
With Everything
          All thoughts
          All feelings
          All dreams
          All nightmares too
Flooding You
          When
          It felt 
You were with me
          Yet not
You were here
Yet forgot
          To see beyond
          To your own Beautiful soul

Yes
If I was wrong
About that song
     I sang
...I'm sorry 

It can be challenging to see a pebble call itself a rock, when you know it is a Diamond.  


I remain,

Lesley

Hallelujah Heartist

The Moment

In a cave

Beneath the Stars

          By the shore

A soft light burned

Transformed into red embers

Became no more

Here you held my face

Here we lay vulnerable

          Locked in Place

With naked bodies

With naked Souls

In this darkness

The Shadow of Self 

Appeared

Made itself known

It said

          Fear is here

          Lend me your ear

          Give me your heart

And I 

          Felt

          Less

          Than

Tears streamed 

Suddenly

Quietly

Fear uttered quickly

Purposefully

Soft murmurs that created pain

Old words spoken

          To keep me chained

In Lies

I felt your eyes

Pierce me

Heard your voice

Whispering 

          You are Unique

          And Special

          In this one tender moment

I believed

          Those words

In this one open moment

I was unseen by Fear

          I was Yours

In a cave

Beneath the Stars

          By the shore

We gave each other

          The Breath 

               of Surrender

          And I was

Transformed

I remain, confused, unsure, imperfect; yet willing to experience Love in its mysterious way, for as long as it stays

Lesley

Hallelujah Heartist

The Morning Light

I thought I heard you say
I love you

I fell asleep to the thought

Fell asleep
     And Fought
          Other words

I thought I heard you say
It’s over

Stayed awake to the thought

Tossed and turned
     And Fought
          The possibility

I thought I heard you say

You’re out of my league

I listened to the thought

Cried in the night
     And Fought
          The Truth

I thought I heard you Sigh

Sweetly

Felt it ripple like a thought

Throughout my body
     And Fought
           My need
To make Love to you
Again

I thought I heard you say

I surrender

I became an open Thought

Soaked-in your wetness
       And Fought
            The Morning Light
               ...and lost

I remain,
ever thankful for Life's sweet graces, caresses, and intimate moments in the night.

Lesley

Hallelujah Heartist

A Time to Go

Standing by the fire
I saw her transform
Her soft features

They drew me into the past
When I first encountered her, saving my life
From the Owl who followed me in the desert
          Aries
No
There are no cages strong enough
No good reason to keep a bird tied
When Spirit intended them to be free
So shall it be

Her sweet face, full of grace
Gave me a half-smile
          Her goodbye
                         'We gave it a try...'
It said
As she turned away

Through narrow smoke
She shook her cloak
Took Nights form
          And flew to the sea

Ocean Hawk had left me at the Shore
We had agreed
To 'no-more'
And so I am here
          Alone

I sit against uneven rock
Heavy with memories
Recorded within
Its warm rest        
          Beckons me
And Deeper
          I stare into the fire
          Whose flame I cannot resist

My mind goes blank
I am warmed
By the hypnotic caress
The Sweet undress
Of my soul
To this, a bright light grounded in sand

My heart steps fast
I open my eyes
          Gasp
In Panic

The fire is bright
The blaze is hot, full height
And I wonder...
          Will I be burned?


I remain,

Lesley

Hallelujah Heartist